I have killed myself [m-9gWNYZzjk]
Kapitoli
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Once the recording of this video is complete, I will be going, no, I will be scheduling it as a upload, and I will then be going upstairs, taking a kitchen knife, and slashing my wrists. I have a lot I want to talk about first. I want to sa…
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4:56Kapitolu 1 2: It's not, there's no point where the response is set. 297s · Speaker 3
It's not, there's no point where the response is set. document response nobody's going to read it and it's just over anyway so i don't want to bother anymore with that he wrote three different four to my apparently i don't know different th…
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10:02Kapitolu 1 3: you were um everything in your document you had stated that i had done so with malicious intent in order to just get wit… 143s · Speaker 2
you were um everything in your document you had stated that i had done so with malicious intent in order to just get with you i want to tell you that it's not true i just wanted to hang out with you because i had a crush on you and i though…
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12:26Kapitolu 1 4: that throughout the days i was not messaging you a lot it was all so new to me i had never been with someone before and … 146s · Speaker 1
that throughout the days i was not messaging you a lot it was all so new to me i had never been with someone before and it was all going so fast and i'm sorry that it came off as me not caring or just not being there i had so much stuff pla…
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15:00Kapitolu 1 5: And I wanted to be better, I wanted to try again, which is why, and I asked to try again the next night. 299s · Speaker 2
And I wanted to be better, I wanted to try again, which is why, and I asked to try again the next night. And I'm sorry that I also ran off so early, because I was so embarrassed. I was so embarrassed that I came down and wanted to check up …
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20:00Kapitolu 1 6: you not to i looked past it because just girl gossip and i don't understand why you decided to not include that as part … 298s · Speaker 2
you not to i looked past it because just girl gossip and i don't understand why you decided to not include that as part of your document and why you would make that up and we then slept together we woke up kissed yada yada and then i had to…
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24:58Kapitolu 1 7: with you and i'm you you I'm sorry, and I regretted so many days that I just didn't pick up the phone and heard you out. 301s · Speaker 1
with you and i'm you you I'm sorry, and I regretted so many days that I just didn't pick up the phone and heard you out. I was talking with my mom one time after RDC, and I told her about you, how you had broken my boundaries, and she expla…
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where you had confessed to them that I had raped you at RDC. And this broke my heart, because I didn't know, I thought I had treated you as best as you could. I had asked for consent at every opportunity, and I was so sad to hear that that …
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33:19Kapitolu 1 9: I'm sorry. 120s · Speaker 2
I'm sorry. And I'm sorry that when you were sick, and you were asking me to come over, that I didn't pick up on the hint that you wanted me to come over, because it didn't register to me. I'm sorry. You had three other friends, and you just…
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When you originally posted the document, I got to work writing a counter-argument, debunking most of the things you had gotten wrong and the things you had not included, like the fact that you had asked to kiss me first. But as I was doing …
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37:01Kapitolu 1 11: because no matter what, it's just over, because, wow, wow, we, we did it, we defended ourselves, I defended myself, I be… 86s · Speaker 3
because no matter what, it's just over, because, wow, wow, we, we did it, we defended ourselves, I defended myself, I beat the allegations, what's the point in doing that when there's nobody left to talk to, I want to, I want to, I want to,…
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38:28Kapitolu 1 12: so now, it's just going to be a stain in your life, and I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, Serum, I didn't want this to happen … 76s · Speaker 5
so now, it's just going to be a stain in your life, and I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, Serum, I didn't want this to happen to you, you told me so many times how much this character mattered to you, and I'm so sorry that I had to ruin it, I'm s…
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39:50Kapitolu 1 13: I want to say sorry to Rad, for the same thing, I'm sorry for making you animate, so. 72s · Speaker 1
I want to say sorry to Rad, for the same thing, I'm sorry for making you animate, so. much even though it didn't matter in the end i want to say sorry to will and hal and sobi for not appreciating your right and cat too for not for not appr…
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41:05Kapitolu 1 14: and helping me and it didn't matter in the end i'm so sorry and i'm sorry that i'm taking the easy way out instead of li… 62s · Speaker 5
and helping me and it didn't matter in the end i'm so sorry and i'm sorry that i'm taking the easy way out instead of listening to you and writing a proper response but there's no point like what's gonna happen after this soya like we relea…
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42:10Kapitolu 1 15: i can't imagine how stressful this is and i'm so sorry i want to say sorry to media it's a train and queebs i'm so sorry… 88s · Speaker 3
i can't imagine how stressful this is and i'm so sorry i want to say sorry to media it's a train and queebs i'm so sorry that you wasted so much time building and modeling for this game i'm sorry that it's all gonna amount to nothing i'm so…
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43:42Kapitolu 1 16: for having you waste time here that's having it strain your resume and time and you're all you're all very talented i an… 60s · Speaker 6
for having you waste time here that's having it strain your resume and time and you're all you're all very talented i and i hope that you'll be able to find better work elsewhere and i want to say sorry to will specifically because you did …
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44:42Kapitolu 1 17: i want to apologize to but there's so many and i I'm sorry to Artie, the voice actor, for wasting two years with us. 298s · Speaker 4
i want to apologize to but there's so many and i I'm sorry to Artie, the voice actor, for wasting two years with us. I'm sorry that we didn't manage to do much with your character. I'm sorry that it had to end this way. I want to say sorry …
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49:45Kapitolu 1 18: I'm sorry for going over budget. 308s · Speaker 1
I'm sorry for going over budget. I just wanted to make something good for the community. that they would enjoy. And I had a plan to pay you with the money it made. Thanks for my回 ad to do music. I don't know. and I don't want to wait anothe…
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54:53Kapitolu 1 19: that you've wasted so much of your artistic talent on this fucking garbage, and I'm so sorry for ever reaching out to yo… 295s · Speaker 1
that you've wasted so much of your artistic talent on this fucking garbage, and I'm so sorry for ever reaching out to you and wasting your time i'm so sorry to all the skin modelers and artists who've been making concepts and items and shit…
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I would like to say goodbye to my mom because I didn't want to do anything I'm so scared I'm so scared I know you said you couldn't live without me But I can't live without me It's just what I'm good at I'm not good at anything I've done it…
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1:05:15Kapitolu 1 21: But you're going to school, for I don't ask you I don't know what you're doing I don't know what you're doing I don't kn… 284s · Speaker 1
But you're going to school, for I don't ask you I don't know what you're doing I don't know what you're doing I don't know what you're doing I don't know what you're doing You're coming You're coming You're coming for me And I don't do it Y…
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1:10:00Kapitolu 1 22: didn't mean for it to come off as a song. 299s · Speaker 2
didn't mean for it to come off as a song. You asked me to kiss you. Why are you doing this to me? I don't understand. I wondered what was best for you. You said you had money troubles and you wanted to emigrate. In order to do that, you'd n…
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because you were so nice, and I forgot wanting to talk to you, but I couldn't, because you had been such an awful person to my friends, and I don't understand why you did it. I don't understand, and I don't understand how you operate. I kno…
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1:17:45Kapitolu 1 24: means that you just, I get to see your reaction, and I don't want to see what you have to say. 77s · Speaker 2
means that you just, I get to see your reaction, and I don't want to see what you have to say. I just don't. I don't want to know your reaction. It's scaring me. Everyone has already left me. I don't, I don't know. I'm so scared. I don't wa…
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1:19:04Kapitolu 1 25: I don't know how, I don't want to know. 298s · Speaker 3
I don't know how, I don't want to know. I hope that I'm not around to know. I hope this works. I hope that I don't wake up, because I don't see what everyone has to say. I can't imagine stepping to fucking this up. I'm so scared to do it. B…
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1:24:05Kapitolu 1 26: I miss my friends. 300s · Speaker 1
I miss my friends. I miss- I wanted to- I was gonna hang out with him today, and I couldn't. Because they had left me. And I was gonna- I was gonna be modeling one of Connie's new designs. And I was so excited, cause it's so good. But I can…
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1:29:14Kapitolu 1 27: It's not normal, okay? 223s · Speaker 2
It's not normal, okay? I'm sorry that you have bipolar, but you don't do that to people. And I'm sorry for yelling at you. And I'm sorry that I didn't accept your phone call when you needed me to. I think that's enough, I want to think. tho…
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1:32:57Kapitolu 1 28: i'm sorry 5s · Speaker 3
i'm sorry