Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am
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I wake up in the morning with thoughts
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running rampant inside my mind as feelings
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dampen.
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I reflect on the truth.
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I concentrated so hard on the illusion that angels
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were within women.
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Searching for a mother perhaps.
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Certainly searching for a place to relax.
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A place to feel safe as a global problem.
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A place to escape judgement of my skin.
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For years and years,
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I have been hiding within the books of ability,
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security,
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and not being too public,
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seeing as others in mediocrity brought past
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me purely because they're allowed to be seen or
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allowed not to be judged.
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I'm in another
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long -term relationship where I am not desired
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or touched, where the concept of a
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blowjob is foreign,
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where the concept of a massage is foreign.
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The concept of displaying fiction privately
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and publicly is foreign.
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We speak on the ideas of
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children, but that's far away.
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And I see how I perhaps
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did not prepare myself for such a day.
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The notion of building
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alongside others through others has left
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me in dismay,
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left me with barely a penny to my name.
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left me with lots of efforts,
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with little to display.
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And it's evident in the disparity between my
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ability, actions and execution.
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The lack of
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a qualification.
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I
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have come to the realisation that
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I must make a change.
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That I may have to sacrifice
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in order to extract what
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remains.
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Can this marriage be saved?
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Is it too far gone?
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I realised recently that I no longer
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fantasise either.
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I no longer pursue that which is foreign.
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I used to look at pictures and videos.
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There used to be almost an obsession with this
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woman. But now the reality hits too hard.
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I see beauty,
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but I see it doesn't belong to me.
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I see that it's no
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longer my tan.
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If you want to borrow a common phrase.
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And this in itself is the deepest shame.
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Sacrificed life and security
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and followed romance.
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But it was never enough because
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there were certain criteria that did not match.
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And when you look at it culturally,
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there was a huge clash.
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And the differences between the French Algerian
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and the British Jamaican are perhaps
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insurmountable.
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held accountable and I'm held at distance I'm not
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of interest and I'm hard to talk to but I think over time as
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a man and we amidst the culture where
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masculinity and emotions and feelings
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and thoughts get to the sight eventually of course you
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somewhat live and
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die a living death indeed
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I can scarcely breathe.
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Then I'm asked what I believe or what I say and think.
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And you increasingly grow scared to speak
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because you know vulnerability is not working and
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you know authority is not working.
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You know authority and respect have not been earned when
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people speak and behave as they do with me.
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And it all
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must be rather unattractive.
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So I need to restore some
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basics.
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At least for myself,
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because I'm just not
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going to.
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Otherwise.
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But this is the state of affairs in my
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life. And I accept this as best as
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I can, of course.
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Skin
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is dry.
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My skin is peeling.
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And at the
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very least,
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I'm no longer afraid
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of this reality and what it entails.
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I now just need
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to act upon it.
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I now need to take things for what they are.
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I do not do enough.
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I am perceived as a failure.
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I am perceived as a downgrade.
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I am perceived as too sensitive.
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I am perceived as too feminine.
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I am perceived as not masculine enough.
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I am perceived as one not worthy of
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love, not worthy of touch,
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not worthy of time.
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I am perceived as someone who must
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keep things short,
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who is a burden on body and mind and space.
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I no longer see the
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light of the eyes.
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and smile that I once did curiosity and fascination
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and perhaps it doesn't help that I pick
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someone who in
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terms of resource doesn't need me I pick someone who
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has a wrong form of security
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someone who linguistically we
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never cross that boundary speak her
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language in near enough any capacity
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it seems
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Apart from physically,
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apart from physical safety,
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sexual safety,
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sexual pleasure.
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But then,
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physical safety is not true either.
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Or you're scared
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to touch me more than once a month,
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if that.
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You have nothing that's healthy.
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Neither healthy dialogue,
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healthy body language,
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healthy sexuality.
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So we must take it for what it is.
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move forward evidently.
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I must make a change.
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The birds are chirping.
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The sun is shining.
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It's time
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to make a change.
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I'm not sure
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exactly what that will entail.
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I hold myself
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within like my arms are crossed.
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I
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hear these words and my pursuits seem meaningless.
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There is something I'm missing evidently
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as next to nobody contacts me.
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There is truth in everything.
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I perhaps fail to see.
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There is a
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fall from grace that has
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taken place.
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Like Humpty Dumpty,
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I now remain in the
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pieces, but together again was the basic in that
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I've done so.
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See that can't be
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forgotten, can't be changed.
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It makes
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me question so much my position,
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and I will
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definitely have to find a
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reason, find a religion.
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Find a motivation to keep going,
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knowing that I'm on the precipice of something that
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has perhaps been slowly...
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I am kept at distance.
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I am not receiving financial
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support.
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I am not receiving emotional support.
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I am not receiving celebration.
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You know,
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access to the resources as such.
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My marriage was violent.
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Non -attendance,
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much like my birthday,
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much like achievements made.
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I'm not
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self -made.
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What is myself
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made of?
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Where
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do I go with self?
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I question every step.
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I
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genuinely tried my best.
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But I accept and respect the
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truth that perhaps it's
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not quite there.
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What is required,
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what must be heard.
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And I am
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somewhat of a letdown artist.
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
I speak my truth,
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but something is missing.
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Something is quite there.
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Perhaps I need to disappear and leave
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people be and...
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Rebuild myself until eventualities meet.
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Or being in the presence
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of my company.
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Working in collaboration or occupationally.
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Familiarly,
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sexually,
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intimately.
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Interest
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is low.
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Interest is scarce.
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I must
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accept that or what it is.
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No phone calls ringing.
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No messages received.
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The occasional stranger or person
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who places their flirtations upon me like a...
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blank sheet of paper like a
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canvas stained in the basement from repeated
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blotches but never been suitable for
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display on the gallery
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floor.
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
What did
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you want from me?
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Honestly,
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I pursue all these paths
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and I guess I can continue to expand my
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horizons mentally.
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Actually,
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I no longer get it,
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but...
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Am I that far out of the matrix or has the
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matrix got the best of me?
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Because
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I know that it doesn't have to be this way,
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but it is for me.
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This is how it is for me.
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And I sort of watch others
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progressing and I find myself
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in fixation.
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And
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this then leads to contradiction.
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This then leads to the feeling of deception.
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
This then leads to...
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feeling of abandonment something
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is in the way of myself something is in the way of a self something
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is in the way in my world and
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uh god
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
i ask you to show me
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what that is and remove it if you choose and if
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not i'll accept
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and i'll continue to follow through help but
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feel though that if something drastic doesn't take place
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soon then i will eventually
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and critically
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lose and find myself outside
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alone in L Street Blues with
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no one to hear
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me or console me.
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No one to share experiences with
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and associations that build
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memories.
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No one to say,
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
I made the right decision.
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
You complete me.
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
When
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
I had that dream and looked in her eyes,
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
I genuinely believed that that turn had
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
arisen for me.
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Speaker 1 (Leon Fajr Poem My Life Honestly 16 May 2026 8-25 am)
Well, it's clear from staying in my heart that I have not yet left the post.
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