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My name is Raphael.
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I'm a designer.
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I'm 37 years old.
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I have been diagnosed almost three years
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ago.
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I've studied social
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prevention and recitalization on my first uni and
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then consecutively graphic arts.
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I've been a system architect,
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a designer,
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developer, photographer,
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3D artist,
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and various related things.
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I never
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realized I have ADHD.
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that is because it is nearly impossible to see
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for yourself,
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mainly because of how close you are to it yourself,
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how you perceive yourself,
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similarities between you and your environment and your
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family.
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The thing
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that diagnosed me or made me look into
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it was actually social media algorithm that started
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feeding me things.
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that were related to lived experience of other people with
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ADHD.
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And when I saw how other people
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in the condition are living,
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I realized that I might have it.
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And it sort of started from
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there. How to
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notice it yourself is coming from the fact that you are constantly
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surrounded by your own thoughts,
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your own feelings,
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and how you perceive your own family.
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And I am at this point convinced that it is
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completely and utter hereditary,
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which means you inherit from
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your parents.
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I might be wrong,
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but it does seem to be a pattern that I have noticed.
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And because of our brains,
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I mean,
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the responsive people are so good at noticing patterns.
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I,
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well,
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don't have any other data source that would disprove
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them.
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Why do I not know that I have ADHD my entire life
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until I get diagnosed?
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That's because I'm the same as my close friends.
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I'm the same as my close family.
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And none of them are diagnosed.
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None of them are aware that they are struggling more
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than they should in comparison to a neurotypical person.
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And when I say struggle,
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I mean very specific things like coping mechanisms and
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things that you do to just get on with your life and
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fit the boxes that the rest of the world made for you,
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which I'm sure we'll talk later.
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For
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the fact that I had this experience of someone
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else indirectly diagnosed me with ADHD,
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I would still be.
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None the wiser.
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I would still be struggling every day.
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I would still be in a box that was not
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made for me.
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I would still be catered.
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It's a scary thought,
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if I'm honest.
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Mainly because of how much I've progressed as
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a person internally since the moment I have been diagnosed.
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And granted,
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I have received from my clinicians
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that have diagnosed me with ADHD a strong signal that
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I am twice exceptional,
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therefore I am autistic with ADHD.
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But at the same time,
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the clinicians here in the UK are incapable
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of sharing the load of the diagnostics.
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So I would have to go through entire rigmarole to have
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my paperwork be updated with autism on
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top. Not that I need to,
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but...
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Personally,
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I feel like there is no chance in hell that I do not
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have autism on top of my ADHD.
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Thankfully,
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I am able to separate those,
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but I would like to note that some of my answers
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might be colored by the fact that I am not just one thing,
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in terms of diagnosis anyway.
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The diagnosis itself was
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quite smooth.
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Outworks in England is talking to
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your general practitioner,
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also known as GP,
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which is your appointed doctor,
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that will then send you to a
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clinician of your choosing or just the appointment
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by where you live to diagnose you according to
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NIEC regulations that are regulated
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by European Union Commission.
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between me signaling to my doctor that I
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think I have ADHD and actually
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getting other medication.
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The diagnosis itself was
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a few -step program.
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I have been on this
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shit for two years now because the
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GP doesn't have diagnostic powers
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of a person with a psychology background.
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It is...
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outsourced and then reported back to the shared care system and
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that's the entirety
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of it is under the umbrella of NHS which
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stands for National Health Service me
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personally I went through the
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system called right shoes that shortened the
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waiting time approximately two years
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to one year solely because how overloaded the
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shared care system is
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the contents communication between my clinician,
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in my case,
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ADHD 360 clinic,
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which is an online service,
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is reporting back to my
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GP through the NHS system and written
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letters.
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So that's how it works.
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That's how people diagnosed in UK education.

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